GEEVA 13 JUNE 1979 - 27 OCTOBER 2010

We will always remember you Geeva

GEEVARAJAH @ geev

13 JUNE 1979 - 27 OCTOBER 2010

Where do i start? Just lost a good friend not more than 48 hours ago. Such a tragic death , such a waste. Why did you have to leave us? leave me ? Me in my stride , learning from my past , coming into this world again clean , then getting to reconnect with all those who mean much to me . Just when facebook connected us again , you had to go. Fuck! You dont know how much i  wanna hang with you bro!!!!!! I LOVE THE TIMES WE HAD MAN.

Tears still fall from my eyes , as I try to scribble down some thoughts of the day and month.  Years year ago , we all were young carefree and full of life. Lets see , the gang - geeva , sara , joshua , iggy , adrian subash , adrian khoo , melvin , me , faiz , jason cbl  , loga , sheah nee , francis , hooi cheng , cherlynn and many more. Back then , the house parties was awesome , and all that we did together meant the world cos we all did it together - partying , schooling , working = we always would be together.

Driving around in your red van  , we'd be alwiz up to no good. :) Love it how i used to park my bike in ur van man. It was the shit. Hehehe....

Drinking up in Hot Java , and other pubs in OU , Bangsar , KL ... getting drunk and then getting back to Klang. Epic journeys. We'd be everywhere....Taylors College to Sec 14 PJ to downtown KL ..Love moving about with you man. The biggest part of the gang has left this world.

I wish i had more time to spend with you these days of past man. Never thought u would live us so soon. And now i wish i had more time to spend with you my brother.

Until we meet again , Ill live it up here for you to the fullest my brother. Much love and happy thoughts for you man. Please journey well. Journey well my brother.

Mi plan de amarte

My plan of loving you

As I , so high

didnt know
my slow hands couldnt show
what went wrong?
wish you knew
all along,

See , im better at loving you
than anything esle , i set out to do
and in my heart , just a hope for me and you.

Hey, stay , awhile
I'll change and be good.
Do anything you want me too
fix your door ,
mend your heart.

And if you ever , need me here
to rest your head , to fight your fears
Id hold you tight n cry your tears
in my arms , we'd slowly disappear
rest assured , we'd slowly disappear

To All My Loved Ones

This poem was found on a british soldier who was killed by an IRA land mine during the unrest back then. The poet , not known , but his poem , the one above , will live on forever. For it is one of my favorite poems of all time. :)

The Moon & The Evening Sky

I see the moon in the evening sky.
I see curves and lines between it and my days
a trajectory for me to over-drive to space
a right kinda home , a safe kinda place

In my bus , in the evening ,
feels right , us, dots in this original coloring
lets load it full with friends and fools
and take a journey to the moon.

A non bias gravitational pull awaits us
Bounce!  Miss your step! no one here to judge us
Nothing pulls you down that long here ,
Back up, youll see we all bounce and float together.

The moon in the evening sky,
Makes me want to have you so much
Buckle up, this bus is in flight
And we will reach the moon when it shines for tonight.